SW, asking for help is the hardest, ugliest, most annoying thing that we can do isn’t it? I’m going through a similar situation (in a different arena of my life) right now where I’m fighting a massive internal struggle with myself to NOT ASK FOR HELP, because I don’t want to be seen as weak or “less than” but the fact is that I truly do need to ask for help from somebody with more experience, more skill, than I have currently. Asking for help is the only way we really ever learn!